||[Jun. 22nd, 2010|03:33 pm]
|||||The Stranglers - Goodbye Toulouse||]|
i thought i was doing okay. i felt human, i felt good. never lasts long and i should be used to this by now. back to feeling worthless. back to feeling like everything that goes wrong is my fault. i feel my physically feel my brain fighting with itself, telling me that these thoughts are irrational, but i can't make myself believe it. the housework keeps piling up and i feel absolutely overwhelmed with life.
one of my absolute faves...