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Miranda

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[Jun. 27th, 2010|11:58 pm]
Miranda
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today has been horrible. i've got a mixed manic state... manic AND depressed at the same time. i'm exercising every ounce of restraint i have to not spend money that i know we don't have, and i've been fighting these urges all day. i really don't like the person i become during these times. on one hand, i want to spend and be impulsive... but there's still part of me that knows that we don't have the money and that D would kick my ass. i really don't know how to handle it right now. i've done good some far, but how long can i hold out? gah! i hate my brain. i hate hate hate it!


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